..Update Time..

It has been a while since I sat down gathered my thought through my blog, and now I actually made to do so! (: Lately my life has been a major cram session. Renting an apartment, that I call my own is great. Just because I love to be on my own. Yes! It's a struggle but I love the struggle. But I really want to own my own home. So my focus has been to improve my credit by all means! I've literally over thought every little thing... But I want this, so I am determined to make it. 

Career-wise, work has been kicking my butt! I wasn't able to make incentive last month. Which is major because every little money we can make helps so much. I missed the baseline by 2% and the feeling of disappointment was all over my face last night. But my new motto is to stay positive. So this month I've dedicated my commitment to helping my customer's need improve. Making a firm assumption to payments. It's been a goal for 3 months for me. - I will continue to keep you updated! Im so excited. 

Now the ultimate of all My Pregnancy! It's my first pregnancy, and can I say the beginning was so rough. I wasn't able to hold anything down, throwing up constantly! With the constant throwing up, Im so scared :/ I hear so many stories of young mothers my age who miscarriage at any point in their pregnancy. So I have so much fear in me! Trying to stay calm, because although I never wanted this - now that I've held him in my womb this long all I want is to hold him in my arms in 4 months until eternity. --- So nervous and yet so many mixed emotions.

Long night. Just leaving it there. Will continue to update sooner (: xoxox SMOOCHES.