..Update Time..

It has been a while since I sat down gathered my thought through my blog, and now I actually made to do so! (: Lately my life has been a major cram session. Renting an apartment, that I call my own is great. Just because I love to be on my own. Yes! It's a struggle but I love the struggle. But I really want to own my own home. So my focus has been to improve my credit by all means! I've literally over thought every little thing... But I want this, so I am determined to make it. 

Career-wise, work has been kicking my butt! I wasn't able to make incentive last month. Which is major because every little money we can make helps so much. I missed the baseline by 2% and the feeling of disappointment was all over my face last night. But my new motto is to stay positive. So this month I've dedicated my commitment to helping my customer's need improve. Making a firm assumption to payments. It's been a goal for 3 months for me. - I will continue to keep you updated! Im so excited. 

Now the ultimate of all My Pregnancy! It's my first pregnancy, and can I say the beginning was so rough. I wasn't able to hold anything down, throwing up constantly! With the constant throwing up, Im so scared :/ I hear so many stories of young mothers my age who miscarriage at any point in their pregnancy. So I have so much fear in me! Trying to stay calm, because although I never wanted this - now that I've held him in my womb this long all I want is to hold him in my arms in 4 months until eternity. --- So nervous and yet so many mixed emotions.

Long night. Just leaving it there. Will continue to update sooner (: xoxox SMOOCHES.

01/02/2014

Starting Blogging again. Trying at least once a month/ once a week.

Lemme begin, I started this blog in hopes to bring life to myself! Not anyone else but myself. So here it goes, my name is Kato Tupou. Recently married in 05/2013. Gained a husband, 3 kids & currently 4 months pregnant as well.

This is just an introduction. My purpose is to express, vent even, my hopes, dreams and 2014 Goals! So to begin My 2014 Goals! I made 3 short term goals, for 6 months, to be evaluated by my husband after. 1. Be more organized. Im not a sloppy person, but I want to be more organized in my home and in my life style. I drew up a routine & will try my best to stick it through! 2. Pray MOORE! I am not a religious person, however I am a spiritual person. As I grew up I understood the need to be more religious. God should be my center point, so these first 6 months I plan to devote more of my free time to understanding the Gospel. In hopes that ONE day I will understand enough to comprehend why everyone else makes him their center point. (: (: && 3. Be more patient/ Nicer. I have a hard time staying positive, so this is a perfect time to enhance my negative thoughts and seek to be more optimistic in my personal & work life.

You may wonder why I chose those three to be my focus for only 6 months. But I learned that it takes 3 weeks to develop a habit, and life-time to break them. So with this I hope to make these a lifestyle for me moving forward.

My last is a overall gaol, long term you can say, for 2014. I want to read at least throughout the year. Minimum of 1-2 a month. I am trying to develop a love to read, I do love to learn and be educated in anything so with this I hope to accomplish more education than I already have.

This concludes my first blog! Wish me luck. Xoxoxox good luck on yours as well. (: